"Buried" May 2018
Anxiety steals a lot from you. One of the biggest things is time. It's frustrating to think how much time I have wasted worrying, over thinking, and not feeling comfortable with who I am. So many moments that I won't get back. It's crazy because thinking back I didn't even realize I was doing it. Worrying just became a normal part of who I was. As much as last summer sucked(when my anxiety took over), I am grateful. If it hadn't gotten as out of control as it did I would have never realized how "not normal" my mind was.
“It comes in waves, I close my eyes
Hold my breath and let it bury me.”
-Bring Me the Horizon
This image was a fun one to create. I had my mom pour sand on me over and over until I found the right pose for the photo.(Behind the scenes below) It took about 3 days to get all the sand out of my hair!